you don’t have to treat love as a weakness, you’re a writer (and judging from your choice of words, you’ll make a fine writer) and a director are you? then use love as an instrument, as a leverage for your craft! don’t fear it, but welcome it in your life and savor every last minute of it (just don’t attach yourself, ayon nga sa play na ‘Three mice’ - (you should) attach yourself to nothing and nobody)…

then when the feeling is over, write it over on a piece of paper or just type like crazy (believe me, i’ve been doing this for so many years now), then move on like nothing happened.

i know you’ll keep your distance from those things and it seems that you’re a very intelligent human being. human emotions are to be utilized to your advantage. it might sound cruel and freudian, but if you really want to devoid yourself of any emotion, just look at love on that perspective (UTILIZE YOUR EMOTION!)

anyways, i’ve said enough, hope you read this…